Well - hello again after 90 days..
What I touched upon in my last post is about emotions. That is the core reason why I could not continue writing this for the past 3 months. It is a puzzle. I went on a little bit of a silent mode. Attempted to find some satisfactory answers in silence.
It was also true that during the time I left this page in July, there was a lot of restlessness. The restlessness led to frustrations. Tried to keep the CPU without much of tasks, in a 'safe mode'. Honestly the results were no great.
So, Im back again.
See you soon.